The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows API

Entry 74

opia

noun

the ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable—their pupils glittering, bottomless and opaque—as if you were peering through a hole in the door of a house, able to tell that there’s someone standing there, but unable to tell if you’re looking in or looking out.

From the video

So much can be said in a glance. Such ambiguous intensity, both invasive and vulnerable, glittering black, bottomless and opaque. The eye is a keyhole, through which the world pours in and a world spills out.
So we're all just exchanging glances, trying to tell each other who we are, trying to catch a glimpse of ourselves, feeling around in the darkness.

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